Post by Jadzia on Apr 30, 2019 3:43:37 GMT -5
A soft rain fell from the heavens, but it did not disturb the land it came to rest upon. It was like a fine and gentle mist, a ghostly touch, only offering a slight cooling to counteract the warm air of Spring that engulfed the land. It was a nice day, really, in the spirit of all things. The soft rain wouldn't last too long, and the weather was comfortably warm, not too hot or cold. It was just...nice. Pleasant, even, though it did not show to breach a smile on the wandering woman's face.
It was more often now that the Goddess of Death would mute her Aura and descend to Earth, to travel through Kotar with disguise and open-minded curiosity. She tended to avoid the creatures beyond those of her own, but sometimes interaction was inevitable, and part of her welcomed it, even in moments where she wanted to shy away.
It was good people barely spoke of her true self - part of what she hated here was the distaste the creatures bore toward her. Not that she could blame them. Who in good mind would ever worship death?
Shaking her head softly to clear her thoughts, long hair adorned with golden beads swaying against her back in its loosely bound plait, she picked up a soft humming tune. She'd gotten used to the long hair and blue eyes of this form, the lack of wings, or feathers in her hair, the subtle differences in the shape of her face. However, it still felt foreign as she saw herself in reflection, the soul peering back at her not her own. She wasn't like the other Gods and Goddesses, she couldn't walk around as her true self and be welcomed, her presence embraced, her spirit revered. No, she couldn't even cause people comfort, or bring a smile to their face. If anything, even those that tried to hide it, she still saw the fear or distaste shining true in their eyes, heard their true feelings echoed in her thoughts. She had to disguise herself, to pretend to be normal, one of them.
The tune she hummed faltered a moment, and she abruptly cut it off, reaching up to grab a shiny red apple as distraction. The prize of Xantara and Heddwyn, another thing for mortals to thank them for. Despite not needing it, she took a bit of the fruit all the same, momentarily letting her teeth become dangerously sharp, before returning to a more human normality.
The apple was nice, at least, though Jadzia's enjoyment of it felt as muted as everything else did.